I hate you . . . I hate you ‘cuz I met you, ‘cuz you made me delusional, ‘cuz you made me happy
I hate you ‘cuz of every word you said, ‘cuz of all your “I love you”’s . . . I hate you because of you telling me that you always wanted to have me . . ‘cuz of every smile, every gentle touch, our first kiss, all the following kisses, as well as the last one … I hate you ‘cuz you still love me, ‘cuz you keep calling, ‘cuz you are so close, but also too far. I hate you ‘cuz of your gestures, ‘cuz of the way you speak, ‘cuz of the way you look at me. I hate every time you said ” I’m sorry” . I hate you because you teach me how to love … but not how to forget.
But, above everything else I hate myself … I hate myself ‘cuz I let me fool, ‘cuz of my own blindness ‘cuz I forgive you … I hate myself,’cuz I belive every word you said, ‘cuz I keep picking up the phone , ‘cuz I still call you back … ‘cuz I’m not stronge enought to take you out of my life … I hate myself ‘cuz I can’t let you go, ‘cuz of the dreams I have about you every night, ‘cuz you are the first thought that come to my mind every morning. I hate myself cuz I let your unfaithfull heart stole my smile, those which, even fake make the world belive I can live without you…
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